Hey friends,

I never make one of these cause I figure people dont really care about my boring life. Would I be right in saying that?

I decided to make one now, cause I am over-joyed about being FREEE!
Okay, im expecting a few O_o? coming up... I'll elaborate...
For weeks now It's been none stop with the same ol' same ol' requests at KHI, don't get me wrong I love getting them, doing them, making others happy. I just... between that, study and illness... I haven't had much time for me... in fact no time for me... and it made me so frustrated that I was getting creatively blocked. So much so that I had to break my golden rule of, REQUESTS FIRST ME SECOND and I made myself a Cuddy/Baby Rachel wallpaper, (The first wallpaper I have EVER made for myself!) but then went back to the pain today.

Im sure you, my fellow request artists from KHI, would know what Im talking about. Requests that when you get them the stocks just make you want to scratch your own eyes out in vain and agony! Stocks where there is no room to add creativity to, Stocks of stupid things you hate *cough*Twilight*cough*, for us girls stocks of hideous looking figures that make you want to scream and cry, then you get what could have been magnificent, but the stocks are so LQ that they ruin the entire thing. Im tired of getting requests where they want dark tonage, with all doom and gloom. GIVE ME SOMETHING PRETTY, COLOURFUL, FUN to work with, BUT ALAS I unfailing slave away on the dull and boring. So much so that it begins to be a chore. Any one else feel the same way?

Does anyone else get to the point where they procrastinate, or rather do their HOMEWORK instead of work on requests? I got to the point where I was prefering to study for my MATHS EXAM than make requests. Perhaps it would be better if I DID take more time to make myself stuff?

Share your thoughs.